Monday, January 25, 2016

Being adult sucks

Few weeks ago I had very strange dream.
I had a dream that I was a kid again,I know it sounds crazy.
Funniest thing was all my elementary school friends were there and we were laughing and playing.
Suddenly I was in my classroom and I heard school bell and I remember I was so happy.
When I got out of the school my mom was waiting for me,I hugged her and that's the last thing I remember.
When I woke up I was so sad.
It's just not fair that life is passing by so quickly.
I feel like I was 10 years old few days ago and now I'm 19 years old.
Oh and I have a beard,when did that happen ? That's crazy.
As I'm getting older I have to do a lot more but helping my parents feels great because they took care of me entire life,they still do though.
Last year I finished high school and I decided to take a break,I decided not to go to college.
I'm not sure if that is huge mistake but I can still go in September.
Bad thing is they are really expensive,my brother goes to best college in my country and trust me,it's expensive.
I really don't want my parents to spend a lot of money on me.
This situation is so scary for me because I don't know what to do.
Every time I think about what to do next I get depressed.
Getting a job would be awesome,I wish I could do something creative.
For me perfect job would be writer for a magazine,that would be really awesome.
It would be cool to work for some big fashion companies.
AVON sent me a message and they want some kind of partnership with me.
I don't know if they would pay me but maybe I could start working for them in the future.
Probably not but I want to think positive.
As I said I'm scared to see what the future holds for me.
For now I'll keep blogging and we'll see what happens.
I really hope you like this post,it's really personal but I want people to know what really happens in my life.

See you on Friday guys,bye !

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